Wow. Holy shit. This was excellent. Ridiculously good. I just. akldsfj;laskjd;ajkf I have no words for how much I love this story. The progression of John and Sam's relationship, the actual, really fucking amazing plot, Dean's reaction to everything happening. I seriously could have seen this as a very realistic alternative in the show. It was just so fantastic. There is nothing I love more than discovering an author who has the perfect grasp on the characters they write about. This is definitely a story I would love to read over and over again. I am just absolutely in love. Thankyouthankyouthankyou for writing this!