i wanna give u a big fat slobbery kiss! thank you for saying all this, i agree entirely. Being turned on by fictional rape does not make us any less moral or evil than anyone else...we can't help it, and if you can't do anything about something and it isn't hurting anyone, then I see no harm in indulging in it. I don't know where my sexual sadism came from, but I'm not about to spend my entire life feeling guilty and ashamed about it.